Contemplating the Pearl (Frank Messa)

Dorothy Doyle Mienko

Fish loves poetry
New conversations
Silence as staying
In Mishawaka, Irish Traveler and Child
Unavoidable love poems
Color filters in the form of Zen
Bankrupt

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© Dorothy Doyle Mienko and Tossed Salad, 2002.
Published: 10.07.02

 

 

 

 

 













Fish loves poetry

no amount of light
brings him near me
he dreams of waves

and listens to me read
from Selected Poems by
Ted Hughes, fish envisions

"Ghost Crabs"
but silence presses him down
it doesn't feel like staying

he wants salt water-
marks on his bowl, a lover
or another fish to bite

fish appreciates "Stealing
Trout on a May Morning"
but fish would rather know

how fins meld together
a tangle of indecipherable
scales under burned stars

red color
touch
and breathable air

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New conversations

I am a woman who talks to a fish.

We watch the sun settle
into the evening, rounder
and pinker than a doll's cheek.

When dark comes we convert stars
into hearts. I've told the fish
I plan to paint a face on one:

the fish agrees that this is good

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Silence as staying

I stay busy
now and then forget

Nick Drake sings
about clouds that roll by

that feels symbolic
I cook a roast and meditate

sometimes, I touch myself
I am learning not to need you

on Monday there's laundry
pronounced

zen study in emptiness
a new fence to paint white

quiet light in the evening
patient stars, the Northern sky

I know you're gone

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In Mishawaka, Irish Traveler and Child

you saw the mother's
fist, the daughter's pink
plaid dress, pigtails

and white tennis shoes.
you learned about touch
and beautiful names:

Madelyne and Martha.

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Unavoidable love poems


is it called a love poem
if the moon sleeps through it?

what accounts for the snow
and how we unfold into our folded
unfoldedness

do we attach to a particular star
and fling ourselves onto the top of a tree

at what point do we become certain,
and how do we know every poem isn't
a love poem, mushy or otherwise

doesn't the heart have to rise like bread
long after our ghosts have tucked the angels in

should we dip each other in chocolate,
to gobble away the loneliness:

and isn't that called hunger?

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Color filters in the form of Zen

In this room,
nothing disturbs the spiders:
their webs stay beautiful,
only the poems release color.

I close my eyes,
not to be kissed or touched,
but to lean toward silence
and more complete knowing.

I've opened the door
to the flowers.

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Bankrupt

I was busy dreaming last night,
lines kept slipping in and out
of my head, but all they amounted to

was an indescribable storm, a swirl
more or less, of -far-away purple color
a wall of confusion

nothing was pronounced:
there should have been a snowflake
or glitter on stone or a cut lip bleeding

everything rotated and I felt half-closed
there was no moon, not one star
not even a blade of grass

in this dream, I couldn't think of one new way
to say the word heart, nothing orgasmic
burst from skin, no pink sun moved

there were no nimbus clouds:
and not one thing broke
there was a bird chirping

notes into a mist of rain,
that could have been a poem,
but it wasn't

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